Well...got some new gear and...pictures...

As you can see, I got some new stuff!!!

On the stool, there are two red, silk scarves. Great to be tied up with and makes for a nice blindfold! The purple thing is a really intense vibe that you can stick your finger into and be able to move around more easily than some other vibes. And of course...a new bit gag! Smaller...for my small mouth...but far more harder and stricter than my soft leather bit gag!

And here are some brand NEW pictures of me tied up, gagged and blindfolded!

Hope you liked the new pics!

Mmmmmppphhh!!!

A Desperate Need (story)

I look up at each wrist. Each one is secured in a fur-lined, heavy leather cuff, padlocked in. A chain goes from each cuff, upwards, to the top of the bedpost, pulling each arm taut.

Looking down at my ankles, it is much the same way. Each leg pulled towards one side of the bed. Making my legs strain a little.

I look down, to my left, and on the table are the instruments that she will want to use tonight. A flogger, my favorite crop, nipple clamps, a nice-sized vibe if I am good; a cane if I am bad. And the knife that she will use to cut away the black lace bra and panties, leaving me in just in black heels.

The gag in my mouth is cruel. A hard, bit gag, pulled tightly into the corners of my small mouth. Forcing my tiny, pink tongue down, unable to make words, just whimpers, moans and screams of delight and pain.

Mistress walks towards me. Looking severe and seductive. A long, black skirt with a slit up one side. White, long-sleeved blouse, buttoned up collar. Black kid gloves on. Powerfully red lips and blue eyes with her dark hair up and off her lovely neck.

Her boots make noise as she walks towards me. Very loud on the wood floor. She looks stern, almost angry. Powerful. My heart races a bit more between lust and fear. She's different tonight; not sure why. I'm hoping that she finds me a good girl and not use the cane on my bottom.

She comes right up to me. Looks down at me, face unreadable. She reaches behind me and undoes the gag. I'm nervous, she always makes me wear a gag through the whole session. She roughly rips the bit out of my mouth. I work my jaw a little. She tosses the gag to one side, glaring at me.

She reaches behind me and grabs my short, brown hair. She violently pulls my head back, delicious pain surprising me and exciting me; I gasp out loud.

Her other, gloved hand grabs my chin and her fingers dig into my cheeks. She's holding my head in place. With clenched teeth, she shakes my head once, twice...violently. I'm scared, I don't know what's happening, why is my Mistress acting like this...she moves to shake my head once more.

Instead, her hand releases my hair. It cradles the back of my head. The other hand lets go of me face and caresses it, still holding my chin, but gently, and she kisses me.

She closes her eyes. Her lips land on mine. Oh, they are so soft...she presses them to me, just her lips, it's so gentle and lovely. Her hands on my head holding and caressing me. She pulls away slowly and her eyes slide open to look at me.

My knees go weak. I'm melting. I smell the jasmine on her. I see her blue eyes, so soft now, red lips parted. Her hands leaving me and I don't have the strength to tell her not to.

She looks at me. And she's scared. She's actually trembling. My Mistress is trembling.

She is shaking as she whispers to me, “Please...please say yes...oh, please say yes...”

Too many words are choked off in my throat. I do the only thing I can. I nod to my Mistress. I find that I'm smiling a little as I do it. I nod yes for her.

With a small sound she slips her arm around my waist. Her hand in my hair, pulling me forward to her, the smell of jasmine, her body on mine, she kisses me so, so, so deeply that I give up to her. Everything. I give her all of me, and then I close my eyes as I feel her tears on my cheeks.

Oh, Mistress...if I had known...if you had told me...I would have said yes long ago...oh, my poor and beautiful Mistress...you have me now...it'll be okay...you have me in your arms...it'll be okay....I'm here now... 

Kidnap Opportunity and Alley Walk Earlier Today (4/24/17)

Sadly...I wasn't “kidnapped” to get a Thai dinner. So sad....

But, I was able to do an alley walk!! For those of you who don't know what that is, I basically find an alley in Baltimore, put on cuffs and a gag and walk up down an alley a few times...will I be discovered? Am I being watched? All of that does it for me...

So, from the Fetlife post, here is what I wore today:

jeans, black converse sneakers with black socks (cross bones on them), a Misfits tee and a pea coat. Just had my hair cut, but will be wearing a white head band. Also, a choker with my silver ankh on it. I'll be wearing a black backpack.

And here is what I brought with me:

 inside my back pack, will be a pair of quick-release handcuffs, my soft bit gag and a large, black ball gag. And there will be a pair of sunglasses that I will be wearing for the alley walk

And here is the picture of the alley I was in today (4/25/17):

I hung out under the fire escape for a little while. Hand cuffed behind me. Big, black ball gag in my tiny mouth. Struggling, wondering if someone would find me...

Hoping that someone would. A man or woman just passing by, seeing me trying to get free and as they approach me, I would beg for help while gagged. Only to my horror and excitement...they would reach under my tee and fondle my breasts as I try to make gagged pleas for help...and then turn my red face away as my jeans are pulled down...seeing that I shave down there...kneeling down as they pull my clothes to my ankles...licking me, fingering me...me whimpering for it to stop, even as I move my hips, even as I get wetter, even as I scream no into the gag, my mind is begging for an orgasm....

But, that also didn't happen. Sigh...

Perhaps next time....

...mmmppphhh...

(wrote this naked and in a bit gag)

The Awful Gag (story)

Mistress had me in the room, sitting in a chair under a circle of light from one light bulb. She dressed me up earlier in black lace bra and panties and heels in another part of the large apartment. She placed a collar on my neck with a leash and placed a bit gag in my mouth.

She had me crawl around her on all fours from room to room. In each room, we would stop and she would handcuff me and then rub my panties, making sure they I was nice and wet. She wanted my panties to be soaked. By the time we got to the last room, I was allowed to walk in.

I was surprised to see a naked man in a hood and heavy leather gag lashed to a chair with belts. As we walked in, he heard our heels clicking on the floor. Instantly, he go hard as he listened to us approach.

Mistress, in a latex body suit, stopped me in front of him. As I stood there, she worked my soaked panties down my legs. At her command, I stepped out of the panties, feeling the cool air. Mistress gave me her wicked smile as she tossed back her blond hair. Blue, feline eyes...so lovely and evil.

She checked the feed, the red light from the camera turned on. Within moments, the feed went to thousands out on the internet. and came back and ordered me to wave to the camera and give a gagged “hello” to the internet audience.

Mistress went to the bound and gagged man in the chair. She took my panties and placed them softly on the head of his penis. He moaned and tired to beg. Mistress just laughed. That's when I was ordered to the other chair.

As the man moaned into his gag, Mistress placed a hitachi between my legs and ordered me to close them. She proceeded to belt my legs up. Next, my hands were cuffed behind me and more belts were used above and below my breasts. I was still gagged, but she placed a black scarf over my shoulder. She reached down and turned the hitachi on the lowest setting.

I moaned around the bit gag. Eyes slowly closed and open. The vibe constant and massaging my already, very wet crotch. I slowly writhed in the chair, looking at the camera, knowing that all those people were watching me...and it made me feel so good and slutty.

Mistress commanded me to look at her male slave. She was kneeling down in front, angled so that the camera could see everything going on between the three of us. Giggling, she grabbed my wet panties and started to stroke him.

He fought against the belts, but not to get away. He was trying to buck his hips as Mistress took my panties and rubbed them up and down, swirling over his swollen head. His hooded head was moving from side to side as his pleas grew louder. I wonder how long she had been teasing him. It may have been weeks since he was allowed to cum...

Suddenly, he screamed into his gag and his body moved as if being electrocuted. His screams faded into moans. His moans into whimpers as his penis moved up and down with the force of his orgasm. Mistress caught his cum with my panties.

She stood up and walked to the camera. His head hung down in exhaustion. I could almost her him whimpering still. She opened up my panties to the camera and showed the audience the cum inside.

She stood behind me and with one hand, undid the bit gag. A small amount of drool escaped me and as I looked down, that's when she surprised me.

I saw her gloved hand appear in front of my face and I saw my panties for just a moment. I could see his sperm pooled and congealing in my panties. Then, she pinched my nose and my tiny mouth opened up automatically.

Mistress shoved the panties in my mouth. At first, I was too surprised to do anything and then I tried to spit it out. She held it in with one hand. Outraged, I yelled into the hand gag and got her laughter.

She quickly took the scarf on my shoulder and gagged me. She pulled the scarf into my small mouth and pulled as tight as she could, jerking my head back. The scarf cut into the corners of my mouth and into my cheeks. Finally, she knotted the gag behind my head tightly. The soiled panties well past my teeth and on my tongue.

She walked away to the camera and pulled out another black scarf. This one went over my already gagged mouth. And again, she made extra effort to make it as tight as possible. My cheeks were mashed underneath it, lips flattened and as hard as I could try to....not taste the the awful panties in my mouth.

Mistress leaned over me from behind, her mouth right to my ear. She told me that the panties needed to be cleaned now. I was to suck all of his cum out. As well as my own wetness. She pinched my nose to get me started.

All I could taste was saltiness and muskiness. Mistress then turned the vibe on high, causing me to jerk around within my belt bonds. Sucking on those awful panties.

But I could see the screen of the laptop and the comments on the feed. And as my body squirmed to the vibe. As I knew that so many were watching me being degraded like this. As I knew that it turned me on even more and that would be having screaming orgasms as a result while the bound man next to me begged Mistress to let him cum or fuck me. As I read all the comments come in calling me a whore, a slut, a cum dumpster, how they would fuck me, choke me while they fucked me, lick me, kiss me, hurt me, rape me...

I still could taste his cum and my own juices and sucked harder on my own panties while I came over and over and over....

Part Two: Kidnap Suzy Opportunity!!! 11/20, 1pm to 7pm

Sadly, no kidnapping for me today. :(

So, at the moment, sitting in my chair at my desk. Wearing pink panties, and my blue tee is pulled up over my breasts. My ankles are taped to each leg of the chair, my torso belted to the back of the chair and I have a hood with eye-holes on and a plug gag over the mouth hole and very tight on me...the plug is pretty far into my little mouth. My collar with one ring is on my neck with a leash and I have my hitachi tied to my thigh, ready to go.

Once I am done writing, I turn the vibe on, press play for the movie on the laptop and handcuff my hands behind the back of the chair (quick release). Tonight's feature is the ZFX classic, Jack Booth Job.

I have every intention of cumming until my mind breaks. ;) In the meantime, the door is unlocked and if you come in, before you kidnap me, make me cum on the vibe for you like the dirty little slut I can be...

And if you do kidnap me...perhaps take me to a booth in an adult store and make me do it on the sticky floor of the booth...I'm feeling dirty and slutty tonight...

Mmmmpphh! 

Will You be Able to See Me?

I will be standing out on the balcony around 7:30 pm tomorrow. I will be wearing a black, button down shirt with black panties underneath...and a crotch rope. My hands swill be handcuffed out in front of me and I will have a bit gag in my mouth...remember, 7:30pm, a Mount Vernon, Baltimore balcony...

Due for an Alley Walk

I believe I am due for an alley walk...

It will be this Tuesday evening, sometime after 7pm. Somewhere near where I live, but at least five blocks away, possibly further. I will find an alley, handcuff my hands behind me and wear a gag. Then I will walk the alley, form end and back. If there is a place for me to sit, cuffed and gagged, then I will for a few minutes. Obviously, if you find me, then you get to “kidnap” me...by that I mean we meet at a bar you get to buy me a drink...

I will be wearing a black skirt, just above the knees. A white blouse with short sleeves. A black choker with an ankh on it. I will be wearing black boots that come up the calves. Underneath will be white lace bra and panties.

I will also have a black, bob wig and wearing sunglasses. Red lipstick, of course. Carrying a purse large enough for my gag and cuffs. When my hands are cuffed behind me, I will be carrying my purse. The cuffs are metal and are of the quick release, but the keys will also be in the purse.

You guys get to choose the gag. You have to choose by 11:59pm on Monday evening, the 11^th. Or I get to choose...ok, here are the choices:

Black ball gag, large.

Well-chewed up red ball gag.

Soft, black leather bit gag.

Majority vote wins!! And you can only choose from those three, no adding any of your own! So either respond here or email me at suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com .

Writing this while in my Inyuyasha tee and black panties. Hands are cuffed in front with soft cuffs and I have my plug gag in my mouth. I am drooling over my chin and into my lap. As soon as I post this, I will go to bed with my hitachi at top speed...and yes...the door is unlocked...

Mmmmpphhh!

She likes me bound, gagged and drunk...

I have been standing outside my bedroom, in black panties and heels. My hands in cuffs, pulled over my head, lashed to a hook. I have a purple scarf as a blindfold. A blue hankie as my cleavegag.

I had knotted three hankies and placed the knot portion into three different wine glasses. The first glass has a cab in it, the second a pinot noir and the third has a malbec.

She made me wait. Hands above, not seeing, a tight cleave gag pressing into the corners of my mouth. She had music playing softly. She didn't make any noises. Sometimes she caressed my bottom, my stomach, my breasts, playing with my nipples making me slowly writhe, spreading my legs a little, inviting her, but she didn't play with me there...

I'm not sure how long I waited but she slowly untied the gag and slipped it out of my mouth. She got one of the knotted scarves, it was the pinot noir first.

She stood behind me and pulled the scarf into my mouth. I let out a moan, I think. She made it so tight and I loved it, of course. I let the wine slowly seep onto my tongue. Finally, I got greedy and sucked on the knot until nothing was left. I did this for the other two gags...I'm feeling a bit fine now.

She's made me drink another glass of malbec before gagging me with a new gag; she held the glass to my lips and I had to drink it pretty quickly. Some of it went down my chin, but she licked it off.

She replaced the last gag with my soft leather bit gag. I'm also leashed. She let me down so I could post this. Once I'm done, I get to drink another glass of malbec. Then I will be on my hands and knees as she leads me to my bed. After that, I have no idea what is going to happen.

Sorry, but the door will be locked tonight. Oh my, I am so wet.

Tonight's wne:

Music fo r tonight:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWJUsOe2bgY

Wanting You to See Me Bound and Gagged (6/9/16 at 3:47am)

It's chilly out on the balcony.

I'm wearing a red blouse, completely open, black lace bra and panties and short, black heels.

On my neck is a leather collar with a single, silver ring. I have my black, padded bit gag in my mouth, pulled as far back as possible. Soon, there will be heavy handcuffs on my wrists, behind my back. The keys are right next to this laptop, sitting on the table just inside of the door.

Once my hands are secured behind me, I will walk on to my tiny balcony, high up in the sky. There's a little bit of wind...I wonder if my blouse will blow off of my shoulders....

Will anyone see me? Will anyone see me slowly turn...see me in handcuffs...see my gagged face...see me look around and beg for someone to come and find me...

Will they be taking my picture? Will they keep me in their memories? Will I be their fantasy victim? Submissive slut? Will they dream of pulling my hair? Caressing my breasts? Forcing me on my knees?

Will you see me? Will you come to my door? Will you find me on my balcony? Will you hook your finger into the ring of my collar or pick me up and gently carry me to my bedroom?

My door is open and I am on the balcony, waiting for you, any of you, to come and save me...

Suzy

YOUR CHOICE!!! (Haven't done one of these in a while...)

So, I hope you all had a lovely Valentine's Day. Hope you all had some naughty fun while I slaved away in a hot kitchen, earning my paycheck....sniff, sniff...

So, I have a little bit of time coming up in a week and I decided to do a "your choice" self-bondage session. I haven't done one of those in a long time ("your choice", I'm almost always in self-bondage), so I figured why not?

So, here's the choice of gags:

(Mine is a little bit longer)

(Really good for you drool fans)

(Mine is actually hard leather and plastic, sort of punishing)

And here are the dress you can choose from:

(Gotta love the old secretary bit)

(Actually not that different than my actual school uniform)

(Add a baseball cap, and that's pretty much my work uniform)

The restraints will be metal cuffs for both ankles and wrists. My hands will be cuffed behind me. I will be in the kitchen and worm my way to the bedroom, where on the floor, next to the bed will be my hitachi (my reward). The keys will be on the bed, so I will have to work to get to them.

This will happen next Monday, 2/22/16, at around 7pm. So, you need to get your choices into me either in the comments below...or by emailing me at suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com .  I need to get them by midnight on 2/21/16, majority wins. No, you can't add anything to the list...

It is 3:20am my time. I am in white panties, a blue tee, white knee socks and wearing a hairband. As soon as I post this, I will be sitting on the couch, ankles cuffed, my hitachi vibe stuffed into my panties and my hands will cuffed behind me...soft cuffs. I will have a wad of panties in my mouth and cruelly held in with a pantyhose gag, cutting into my cheeks...and I will be forcing myself to have the vibe on until I am finished with the following, vintage classic:

And as always, the door is unlocked...

Mmmphh!!!

Sometimes Gags Are Meant to be Cruel

We all know I love gags and how they put me into subspace and make me feel sexy...but sometimes, gags are meant to be horrible and cruel and degrading...

This gag represents a fantasy of mine...the feel of the straps tight on my head, the panel forced over my mouth, jammed and pressing into my lips...and the fear as you keep pumping the gag, the rubber expanding in my tiny mouth, but the harness forces the rubber in one direction; my throat...will you hear my pleas to stop before you make me choke?

This is designed for pain. It is a punishment. The heavy metal pulling the tongue out and pinching down; not being able to form words and eventually breaking down the sub with pain an numbness.  I've done this with chopsticks...I wasn't quiet, but could only make long moaning sounds...and the gag did it's job: it broke me and sent me into subspace...

Another gag not designed to make one quiet. This is more along the lines of degradation. The ring forces the mouth open, unable to close, telling the wearer that she is not a person, but a toy. To further the notion, the tongue is on display, as an invitation for use...further convincing the sub that she is a play toy and nothing more and there is nothing she can do about it.  When I used to model gear this was one of my favorites as people really wanted to play with my tongue.

The brutal, kidnapper gag.  Certainly made to keep your victim quiet.  But many submissives like me enjoy these gags.  Largely, because we can scream and be as loud and lose as much control as we want without too much noise.  But they are punishing gags, usually a packed mouth, tape over hair...very exhausting.  In a perfect world, I would be a gag model for Eric Cain...

I love the look of gags that contort the mouth into unnatural and harsh positions.  You really need endurance for these gags.  Again, they really aren't made to make you quiet, but rather to induce you to moan and whimper helplessly, making you beg for release in the end...I've been know to cry after awhile when gagged like this...

Nothing puts a submissive in her place like a humiliating gag. It is made to silence her, but also to let her know her place, not just as a toy, but as a thing and a way to break down the will. Bad enough to be at the mercy of another, but having panties shoved over her head tells her who the boss is and it isn't her.  I usually don't get these gags as I get into place fairly quickly...unless I'm being kidnapped...

So, not all gags are sexy and attractive.  Not all gags are meant to be attractive.  Some gags are meant to be cruel and to shove the submissive into the right spot or to punish...and honestly, I don't about others...but the I love the grunting, whining, whimpering and moaning that these hard and cruel gags make me do...as well as that one thing that all gags do that simply let's everyone know how helpless and useless you are...drooling uncontrollably...

Here's a little movie clips of gags I would love to do and do again!!

Wrote this with my tube gag in, straps are digging into my cheeks, tiny, pink tongue sticking out and drooling all over myself...I'm such a gag whore....

Mmmmpphhh!

Kidnap Opportunity on 11/16/15

Sooo...going to see a movie on Monday, 11/16.  It will be a kidnap opportunity...but even if you do find me, I still get to see the movie...THEN the "kidnapping" starts.  Okay, so here are the details...

It will happen sometime AFTER 4pm on November 16, 2015.  I will be in a movie theater IN Baltimore, not outside of the city.  The movie itself, will be a movie with action in it....that should narrow it down some.

I will be wearing black jeans and a red blouse, with a black ribbon on my neck that has an ankh on it. I will have calf-high, black boots on.  I will also have a largish-purse with me.

Now, there will be two moments where it will be obvious that it is me, I will get to that in a moment. But outside of those two moments here is the question to ask to make sure it is me, "Do you like Old Bay on your popcorn?"  The answer HAS TO BE THIS EXACTLY, "Yes, but I also like on my Baltimore sushi roll, too!"  If you do not get that EXACT answer, it isn't me.  If it is, then you get to "kidnap" me.

"Kidnapping" me simply means we get a drink and talk, possibly dinner, at your treat!  It doesn't actually mean that you get to kidnap me for real, dress me up as Wonder Woman and shove me int he back of your car...

Well. it could be fun...but I think you know what I mean.

Ok, so there will be two moments, where it will be obvious.  I will be in self bondage.

The first moment will be in the ladies room before the movie. So, pretty much a ladies only moment.  I will be in a stall, hands cuffed behind me, and I will be gagged.  Obvious, right? And even if a nice, dominatrix finds me, we still see the movie...then you "kidnap" me.  Of course, I can be distracted from the movie...

The other moment will be in the theater itself.  Back row, and once the previews starts, on goes the gag, and my hand swill be cuffed behind me for the movie...obviously, if you find me, you will most like sit down next to me and whisper in my ear all the dirty things you want to do to me during the movie...

and then after the movie...you "kidnap" me!!

And who knows...after my "kidnapping"...you might be able to see me struggle for real if it all works out!!!

And one last thing, either email me ( suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com ), or leave a post here, and let me know which gag I should wear from these three choices:

Ballgag

Bitgag

PTM gag, with mouth filled with a small nerf ball.

Until then, I am going to be on my bed, writhing in self bondage on my bed with my hitachi, watching bondage movies on my laptop...mmmpphh!

Oh, forgot to mention...the door is unlocked...