An idea of where I was last week.....

The picture above was near Tilghman Island, I was in Saint Michaels. I did play with a ball gag and handcuffs one evening, but otherwise, I just relaxed on my own. 

I don't have a significant other right now (actually, in quite awhile), and it would have been nice to be with someone, but I had a good time on my own. Probably would've spent the entire time tied up pleasing a vicious vixen or gentleman demon if I was with someone...to be honest...probably a vicious vixen; I felt the need to taste other women the past couple of weeks...

Can't wait for COVID to ease up so I can play.

Diane Lane Fixation

I've always had a crush on Diane Lane. Rarely, though, has it been through a BDSM lens.

I even own "Ladies and Gentlemen, the Fabulous Stains": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEjRg22yFBE  And yes, that is Laura Dern in there, too!

Anyway...so, staying up late after work, just relaxing, decided to watch Judge Dredd, the Sylvester Stallone one.  And the thing is, I've seen this oldie before, but....suddenly, there was Diane Lane, in a Judge uniform.

And, I suddenly wanted to be on my knees, licking Mistress Lane's boots with my tiny, pink tongue.

For awhile now, the image has been on my mind, distracting me. Me, a new prostitute on the streets, and getting arrested by her. She cuffs me, lashes me to her bike and takes me away...but not the precinct house...but her apartment. She drags me by my arm into her place and throws me to the floor. She's very stern as she takes her helmet off and tells me that she is going to get more comfortable.

Next thing I know, she comes back, looking like a goddess. She shoves a ballgag into my mouth and grabs me by my hair and pulls me up to my knees.

Holding me by my hair, she slaps my face. Asking me if I'm a slut, do I want to be fucked like a whore, how and do I need it, do I want ot be a sex slave, do I want to be her slave...she slaps me quickly and while I'm too confused and getting mixed up too answer her...I am getting so wet... So, finally, she lets go of me and makes me kneel there, waiting for to decided on something...  

Finally, she changes my gag to a dildo gag. She lays back and beckons me, calling me "fuck-face" and "slut"...she promises me that if I make her cum...I can stay here, locked in this apartment, to be her toy....

And of course, we all know just hard I would to be her toy and slave...

So, this has been distracting me for a couple of days now. No matter how much bondage I put myself in, no matter how tight I make the gag, no matter how many times I use the hitachi and cum so hard that I'm screaming and begging for her with drool cascading down my chin...I still think about being dominated by Diane Lane.

I can dream......

Pour la Maîtresse (poem)

Please forgive my French, otherwise, I hope you like it....

Pour la Maîtresse

by

suzyisgagged

Gardez -moi dans tes chaînes lourdes ,
Dentelle noire simple et des draps de satin blanc ,
Collier en cuir avec un anneau d'argent pécheur ,
Un ballants utilisé au cours de la nuit laisse .

Mes yeux mendient , petit glissement de langue sur mes lèvres ,
Levant les yeux vers vous , se déplace sur le lit sinueux ,
Tournage et torsadée , en invitant et en refusant ,
Mes petites pièces buccales , rester ouvert , haletant .

Jasmine et de lavande me menacent lorsque vous penchez ,
Une mince cisaillement de dentelle noire tire passé mes dents ,
Un moment fugace de délicieux douleur sur mes joues ,
Votre noeud est serré , exigeant et en contrôle.

S'il vous plaît ne me faites pas pour vous en prie ,
S'il vous plaît ne me fais pas gémis pour vous,
S'il vous plaît venez à moi et fais -moi vous aimer ,
S'il vous plaît fais -moi faire , fais-moi le veux , fais-moi te veux.

For the Mistress

by suzyisgagged

Keep me in your heavy chains,

Simple black lace and white satin sheets,

Leather collar with a sinful silver ring,

A leash dangling unused over the bedside.

My eyes beg, small tongue glide over my lips,

Looking up at you, sinuous moves on the bed,

Turning and twisted, inviting and denying,

My tiny mouth parts, staying open, panting.

Jasmine and lavender threaten me when you lean over,

A thin shear of black lace pulls past my teeth,

A fleeting moment of delicious pain on my cheeks,

Your knot is tight, demanding and in control.

Please don't make me beg for you,

Please don't make me whimper for you,

Please come to me and make me love you,

Please make me do it, make me want it, make me want you.

She likes me bound, gagged and drunk...

I have been standing outside my bedroom, in black panties and heels. My hands in cuffs, pulled over my head, lashed to a hook. I have a purple scarf as a blindfold. A blue hankie as my cleavegag.

I had knotted three hankies and placed the knot portion into three different wine glasses. The first glass has a cab in it, the second a pinot noir and the third has a malbec.

She made me wait. Hands above, not seeing, a tight cleave gag pressing into the corners of my mouth. She had music playing softly. She didn't make any noises. Sometimes she caressed my bottom, my stomach, my breasts, playing with my nipples making me slowly writhe, spreading my legs a little, inviting her, but she didn't play with me there...

I'm not sure how long I waited but she slowly untied the gag and slipped it out of my mouth. She got one of the knotted scarves, it was the pinot noir first.

She stood behind me and pulled the scarf into my mouth. I let out a moan, I think. She made it so tight and I loved it, of course. I let the wine slowly seep onto my tongue. Finally, I got greedy and sucked on the knot until nothing was left. I did this for the other two gags...I'm feeling a bit fine now.

She's made me drink another glass of malbec before gagging me with a new gag; she held the glass to my lips and I had to drink it pretty quickly. Some of it went down my chin, but she licked it off.

She replaced the last gag with my soft leather bit gag. I'm also leashed. She let me down so I could post this. Once I'm done, I get to drink another glass of malbec. Then I will be on my hands and knees as she leads me to my bed. After that, I have no idea what is going to happen.

Sorry, but the door will be locked tonight. Oh my, I am so wet.

Tonight's wne:

Music fo r tonight:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWJUsOe2bgY

Current State of Being

Where I am at but not where I want to be...

How I would like to get there....

And where I want to be...

Or some crazy bitch can just come into my apartment, kidnap me and make me her private sex toy...

So...yeah...if any, pretty, horny, domme wants to come through my unlocked apartment door, kidnap me for sex or an evening or romantic bondage, please feel free to do so. In the meantime, I will be ballgagged and playing with my twat...

Mmmmpphh!