I Was Gagged Like a Little Slave Under My Facemask!

 (please play while reading)

As promised, I went out and did my errands while gagged under my facemask. The majority of you chose for me to pack my mouth with panties and then use clear tape to keep it in. BTW, wasn't dressed in any specific way: jeans, sneakers and a black, thin fleece with a jacket.

Started off packing my tiny mouth. Stuffed the panties in, then used four pieces of the clear tape to lock the panties in. No way I could make any coherent words, just muffled whimpers, moans and little grunts. My little mouth was very filled!

Put on the facemask and stepped onto the elevator. Not too concerned; they are small and no one wants to pack in with COVID going on. My car wasn't too far away either and there weren't many people out. Pre-COVID, I only used my car a couple times a week, but I use it a lot more now.

Drove to the gas station, gag-hummed to a couple of songs (one was the Weezer cover of Africa). When I got there, I was a little disappointed that no one was there. Baltimore isn't on lockdown, but no one was out on the streets. So, then I went to a store to buy a blouse.

Now, there were some people in the store, not many. A saleswoman said hello, I just waved. But I felt my body flush real quick and it crept up my neck. I don't think my face got red though. It was more out of excitement than fear. I didn't really get too concerned as I picked out blouses and then tried them on. That was when I got the idea that people might've noticed.

When I was in the dressing room, I looked at myself in the mirror. While the facemask covers a lot, my cheeks had noticeable bulges. I got REAL red in the face when I realized that people could see that! I calmed down a little as I tried things on. And I even got distracted at one point, when I just had my bra on top and thought a little bit about playing with my nipples. But I didn't because...well...I think we all know that already being gagged had me wet this whole time, and that if I started with my nipples...I would soon be finger-banging myself in the dressing room....

I did buy one blouse and it was really hard not to blush. I was certain that people would have noticed. But I told myself that they probably didn't know why...but, I'm thinking one of the women there probably figured it out and started telling others after I left, or...and this really does it for me...perhaps I was someone's fantasy victim.

At the grocery store (no, not telling which one), it was the same. There far more people there and I am pretty certain that my cheeks were noticed by more than one person. But for some reason, I felt like it was largely dismissed. Except for a guy in a red hoodie and a thin, asian girl who kind of looked at me longer than other people did. As I was going up and down the aisles, I was fantasizing that they had me in the bathroom, threaten to expose me unless I did what they said...

I got really distracted and I missed some items on my list. And I had gotten fairly wet. Speaking of wet...the panties in my mouth were getting gross and wet from my mouth. I could feel a little bit of seepage of drool into the tape, but not quite drooling over myself like I usually do. :)

I went through the self-checkout with my stuff. Oddly, no one really tried talking to me the whole time. Part of me wanted to get caught, to try and talk and only mmmpphh. Then plead with my eyes and led the person to the bathroom and...persuade them not to. I was just getting wetter and wetter.

On the ride home, I hit a few stoplights. And I couldn't help myself. Pretending the seatbelts were straps binding me, gagged and that I was being taken somewhere after being kidnapped to be a sex slave. At the first couple of lights, I tried rubbing through the jeans. Not really doing anything for me, I was able to shove my hand down a couple times and rub furiously over the blue panties I was wearing. But only for a few seconds at those two lights and that was it.

It took three trips to get the groceries up. And I *really* wanted to cum. I was starting to throb a little and I found myself panting a little. I have no idea if anyone on the street figured out if I was gagged under the facemask or not, I was too distracted too care.

I'm not sure, but I may have whimpered a few times as I put stuff away. I was practically throwing things around to get done. In case you haven't noticed...it's been a little while for me...

My laptop was already on. I grabbed my hitachi vibe, a strap and a pair of handcuffs. Rushed back to the laptop. At this point drool was getting through and it was tickling my chin as it slipped off.

I quickly chose an old, ZFX/Shockwave flick with lesbian bondage in it. I then shoved both jeans and panties down. I sat on the chair, plugged the vibe in and placed it between my thighs and then strapped my thighs together tight with the strap. Found the section in the movie and hit play, turned the vibe to high and cuffed my hands behind me.

It did not take long. I was grunting and moaning, moving by torso back and forth. Pretending I was the submissive girls in the scene, both bound and gagged with one being flogged as she was doing the other with a strap-on...mmmmmmmmmmmmmm....I would love to recreate this scene and change the roles until I pass out...

The orgasm was pretty strong. It felt like shocks, it almost felt like it hurt a little. I know I wailed into the gag, but I'm not sure if my eyes rolled back or not, I was too caught up in the pleasure. And my chin got the drool and so did my fleece.

Once done, I could barely spit out the panties. They were *gross*! Just a wad of drool-soaked cloth at that point. After cleaning up, I actually went back to bed for a couple of hours, lol! I had a nice, dull ache going on, felt sated, peaceful. It was easy to sleep.

So that was my little excursion today while gagged. I had not intended to get myself off, but, well...I guess I'm a bit of a slut that way. :)

BTW, here's the part where I came. See if you can guess the movie!!!

That is it for this little blog entry. Thank you so much for allowing me to be a naughty, nasty, dirty little bondage slut today! Soon...hopefully I will be able to do self-bondage behind an unlocked door, waiting for you gentleman demons and vicious vixens to find me and make me your little slave....

Mmmmmpphh!

Suzy

Sometimes Gags Are Meant to be Cruel

We all know I love gags and how they put me into subspace and make me feel sexy...but sometimes, gags are meant to be horrible and cruel and degrading...

This gag represents a fantasy of mine...the feel of the straps tight on my head, the panel forced over my mouth, jammed and pressing into my lips...and the fear as you keep pumping the gag, the rubber expanding in my tiny mouth, but the harness forces the rubber in one direction; my throat...will you hear my pleas to stop before you make me choke?

This is designed for pain. It is a punishment. The heavy metal pulling the tongue out and pinching down; not being able to form words and eventually breaking down the sub with pain an numbness.  I've done this with chopsticks...I wasn't quiet, but could only make long moaning sounds...and the gag did it's job: it broke me and sent me into subspace...

Another gag not designed to make one quiet. This is more along the lines of degradation. The ring forces the mouth open, unable to close, telling the wearer that she is not a person, but a toy. To further the notion, the tongue is on display, as an invitation for use...further convincing the sub that she is a play toy and nothing more and there is nothing she can do about it.  When I used to model gear this was one of my favorites as people really wanted to play with my tongue.

The brutal, kidnapper gag.  Certainly made to keep your victim quiet.  But many submissives like me enjoy these gags.  Largely, because we can scream and be as loud and lose as much control as we want without too much noise.  But they are punishing gags, usually a packed mouth, tape over hair...very exhausting.  In a perfect world, I would be a gag model for Eric Cain...

I love the look of gags that contort the mouth into unnatural and harsh positions.  You really need endurance for these gags.  Again, they really aren't made to make you quiet, but rather to induce you to moan and whimper helplessly, making you beg for release in the end...I've been know to cry after awhile when gagged like this...

Nothing puts a submissive in her place like a humiliating gag. It is made to silence her, but also to let her know her place, not just as a toy, but as a thing and a way to break down the will. Bad enough to be at the mercy of another, but having panties shoved over her head tells her who the boss is and it isn't her.  I usually don't get these gags as I get into place fairly quickly...unless I'm being kidnapped...

So, not all gags are sexy and attractive.  Not all gags are meant to be attractive.  Some gags are meant to be cruel and to shove the submissive into the right spot or to punish...and honestly, I don't about others...but the I love the grunting, whining, whimpering and moaning that these hard and cruel gags make me do...as well as that one thing that all gags do that simply let's everyone know how helpless and useless you are...drooling uncontrollably...

Here's a little movie clips of gags I would love to do and do again!!

Wrote this with my tube gag in, straps are digging into my cheeks, tiny, pink tongue sticking out and drooling all over myself...I'm such a gag whore....

Mmmmpphhh!

Another little clip from before the hospital...

So basically, these two clips come from a session where a lot of tape was involved.  here's me struggling:

And of course, here's the one of me having tape over my nose!

Some pics for you!

Mmmmpphhh!

Post Otakon...

To answer your question:  no, I did not get kidnapped.

:(

For a little while I thought there was a guy dressed up as Boba Fet stalking me (how ironic would *that* have been), but he just wanted a picture taken with me.  And I thought there was a girl dressed up as Rosario who might've been after me...but that may have been wishful thinking.

Speaking of wishful thinking, there was a meremaid who was totally hot and I was going to hit on her until her boyfriend picked her up (literally) and walked off with her.  And then there was the Ewok girl (see pic below)....mmmmmm.....but nothing happened.  Oh, there was also that cute Crazy 88, he had a nice looking...sword.

Made friends.  Saw some cute people.  No hook ups this year, however.  :(  Still had a great time though!  *Really* enjoyed the Yoko Kanno concert! [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-TAxm00jOg].  Actually that link isn't the concert but from one in the past, she's the one in red.  I've been crushing on her for a couple of years now...

So no kidnapping.  Not trussed up and thrown into the trunk of a car and driven to AngelDarling to be her little toy...sigh...so sad....

Anyway, as long as there is an Otakon there will be a kidnap opportunity!  So mebbe next time.

Mmmmmpphh!

The Ewok girl:

Otakon: Annual Kidnap Suzy Opportunity!

The Annual Suzy Kidnap Opportunity at Otakon has arrived!

And the first ever outfit choice by you guys for this event!

For those new to this little game, it's basically one of the few times out of the year where I am in a fixed location for longer than 3 hours and you have a realistic chance of actually meeting me in the flesh! But there are rules you *have* to follow!

1. To “kidnap” me, you will be given descriptions of what I will look like on each of the three days of the convention...pre-registration doesn't count. I'll be in a line, unable to escape!

2. Should you find me, you need to make a confirmation. This is to make you sure you actually find *me* and not frighten some poor girl...resulting in your arrest. I will provide the key phrase you *must* say to me and I will give you the confirmation. It *must* be exactly as I write down. Again this is for everyone's protection.

2. Ok, I haven't mentioned this part before because I didn't want to scare people off, and he hasn't been to all the Otakons with me before but he will be here this year. Upon confirmation, I call Blue, aka Bluemoon. He's my “heavy”. He gets to meet you before anything else happens and gives me the OK to continue with you. And I will be checking in with him.

2. What does “kidnapping” me actually mean? What it means is that once I give you the confirmation...the first thing you get to do is to buy me Pocky! Second, when time permits (there may be things I want to see, in that case you have to come with me!), we'll have a drink together, soda or booze, and talk. And if things go well....well, we'll see. :)

Got it? Great! Now, for your hints!

Friday – I always wear an ao dai, but I'm changing it up this year with a red shanghai dress. It will be high-necked with a single-buckle button, short sleeved and the skirt portion comes ust above my knees. My hair is hsort right now, so no decorative hair pieces, but I will be wearing an ankh on my left wrist.

Saturday – Cosplaying! This is the outfit I will wearing chosen by you guys! Ok, I had single votes that resulted in a tie...so I chose one based on the fact that the person who chose it had fun comments directed at her. So the character I will be cosplayng will be...Nagisa Aoi from Strawberry Panic! Google this character to see the description. *WARNING*: other girls will be cosplaying as her. Look for the ankh on my left wrist! Oh, and a wig will be involved....   Here's a pic:

Sunday – Black, button down, silk shirt, short sleeved and a thin, red tie. Blue jeans tucked into black boots with heels, ankh on the left wrist again, and sunglasses. Oh, and a leather collar with a single silver ring in front. Very red lipstick. If you get me on this day, you can actually leash me if you like....

Ok, now you know what I will look like, so here's what *you* need to say to me if you think you've found me:

*Do you think anyone would eat sushi if it had scrapple in it?*

The confirmation code from me *has* to be this:

*Only those who go to the Rappa Scrapple factory.*

Got it? Good! The last thing anyone wants is to be put on CNN and described as a sex fiend....

Now, on Fetlife, there has been some talk about a reward if someone kidnaps me and brings me to AngelDarling. I have absolutely no problem with this....but you may end up kneeling next to me as we look up to her and wonder just exactly what orifice she is going to stick that dildo into...dunno about you all but I'm sure I'll enjoy it!

So, you all know the drill for this upcoming Friday thru Sunday (9^th thru the 11th)! So far, I haven't been “kidnapped”. I think a couple people have come close, but not quite! In the meantime, I'm slapping in a ballgag, putting on the cuffs, getting on the couch with my vibe while an Ashlee Rene movie is playing!

Good luck this weekend!

Mmmmpphh!

A Little Poll for You Concerning Kidnapping Me at Otakon

Every year I go to Otakon here in Baltimore [www.otakon.com]. It will last from August 9th 9am to August 11th, 3pm or so.

During this time I am in just this one place for the entire day and into the night so I make a "kidnap" game out of every year. basically, I wear a certain outfit each day and I have a phrase you have to say exactly and if you find me (no one ever has yet) you get to "kidnap" me. Late Tuesday night, I will post what the phrase is and what I will be wearing and the rules of the game. For those of you who know me know that this is the best "kidnap opportunity" to be successful at!

But, you get to determine this year, what I wear. While I do dress up in vague anime/asian costumes...I rarely cosplay a character...and this year you get to pick what character it is!!!

Rules are simple: the character with the majority vote wins. And no, you cannot inject or request a character! Ok, choose from one of the following:

Kiyone Makibi (Tenchi Muyo)
Fujiko Miine (Lupin the 3rd)
Akemi (Legend of the Overfiend)
Ennis (Baccano)
Tachi (Nana x Karou)
Nagisa Aoi (Strawberry Panic)

All but two will involve a wig of some sort. Detailed costumes are required for 3, mebbe 4, but I already have them from other events.

So, majority vote wins, and voting ends at 11:59pm evening of the 7th! Winner and the rest of the Otakon "kidnap opportunity" stuff will be posted after that at some point!

Mmmmpphh!

P.S. Just google the characters, you will get an idea of waht they look like!

Game Day Bet!

Ravens vs. Steelers on 11/18 at 8:20pm. I think that it will be a close game, due to the injuries that both teams have sustained. But...my Ravens will win!!!!

So here's the bet: Ravens win, nothing happens to me, Steelers win, I have to wear a karada tie to work! And I will post a picture of something about the Ravens being beat by the Steelers (it's kinda funny).

Something funny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PJddmfesaA&list=FLoC2ykhQYJ8UOlZEL9Tjunw&index=89&feature=plpp_video

Something cool (watch for the goose): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2fpgpanZAw&list=FLoC2ykhQYJ8UOlZEL9Tjunw&index=88&feature=plpp_video

Something cool and disturbing:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMO7V6mkMo0&list=FLoC2ykhQYJ8UOlZEL9Tjunw&index=23&feature=plpp_video

Mmmmpphh!

The Bus Groping Fantasy

I usually ride the bus to work.  One of my fantasies is that while standing in a crowded bus, unknown and unseen hands would grope me.  As I stood there red-faced, not calling attention...because I liked it and...well...needed it.  Unable to stop my breasts from being felt up, my nipples pinched, hands slowly going into my panties, fingering me...

Or better, the whole bus is in on it, and I am bound and gagged.  Used for amusement, forced to be subjected to demeaning sexual acts.  Unable to stop them, my muffled voice an encouragement even though I am screaming no into the gag...

 Forced to my knees, gag ripped and made to suck everyone off for my freedom....

And as they all cum on me...I may just ask for more!

Well, a kinky perverted girl can dream....

An older Grabbed & Gagged vid plus a newer one!

Part of me has always wanted to be Asian...

The newer one: drawn damsels in distress!

Oh and a little, short fun thing for you all...

Bondage Time!

For starters, me getting the gag!

My predicament!

Crop time!  I think I kinda like it...

Begging to be let go!

Struggling!

This was my most recent tie up that was NOT self bondage.  It's a lot of fun when you are TRULY helpless!!!

As always, a thank you to Blue, aka Bluemoon, for helping me out.  And no, Blue is not my boyfriend in case you are wondering. ;)  

Hope you enjoyed these clips!

Newest one! Grabbed & Gagged 66!

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Grabbed & Gagged 64: Gags!

Be sure to visit places like borntobebound.com and spend some money there!!

Gags..love 'em!

Mmmmpphh!!!!!!!!!!!!