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Saturday, December 19, 2015

Link to new Grabbed & Gagged video

Found an old bondage anime and decided to make a multi-part Grabbed & Gagged series out of it. Click here to see it on the video blog page:


Now...you wouldn't just tie me up, gag me and just leave me to struggle helplessly, would you?


I mean...wouldn't you want to at least play with me? Pretty please?



Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Imagining bondage in my building's gym....

So, I did my little workout tonight, like I always do. I have a little gym in my building. Nothing crazy, just a weight machine, a few treadmills, some free weights, a bathroom and a small dance floor. I've been working out a little bit each night.  The gym has a key card entry, so I never really thought about bondage in their before, until I saw this tonight and took a picture...




So that led me to thinking on how I could be grabbed in the gym, me in my blue shorts, white sneakers, ankle socks, white tee...wrestled to the floor, and bound so cruelly with the jump ropes..and left to struggle for a bit...



Then taken away to be threatened in a dungeon...




And then be left in said dungeon, tied to a machine where I will have so many back to back orgasms, that my mind breaks and all I want is to cum and cum and cum and cum and cum and cum....




A bondage slut like me can dream...right?  

And yes, I am still dressed in my work out clothes, all cuffed up and a rope gag in my mouth, will be using the vibe shortly...and as always, the door is unlocked...

Mmmmpphhh....




Tuesday, December 1, 2015

A little question and a link...

Hope everyone had a happy Thanksgiving!!!

So, I think I'm overdue for a DiD story...





What do you think? A detective story? Sci-Fi? Old-fashioned, train-track stuff? Let me know. You can leave a comment here, or email me at:  suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com .

In the meantime, click on the link and check out the new Grabbed & Gagged video up at my other blog, “Grabbed & Gagged, The Videos”. 



Until then...mmmpphh!



Friday, November 20, 2015

Bondage, Mainstream Movies/TV and Me

So, not including cartoons, there have been plenty of moments on TV and in movies where there would be a bondage scene where I would go, "...oh...hey..." and be distracted for the rest of the program.  Here's just a mere sampling of what I have enjoyed in the past...



"The Big Hit", while a funny movie (because it was really bad), had some really nice moments in it with China Chow.  I saw this on cable while in college, where my desire for bondage grew, but had few to play with, so self bondage was the norm.  Quite simply, I liked the outfit enough to drag out my old uniform, loved the ineffectual gag (it just looked good) and replayed the manhandling and carrying scenes.  This is probably where I first started to see the attraction of being bound, gagged and carried. And the kidnapping scenes were right up my alley!!!



"Lair of the White Worm" totally took me by surprise.  I first saw it during a horror movie marathon, again in college, and had no idea about the sexuality of the whole movie. So, when one of the heroines gets tied up in classic DiD fashion, it was really hard not to start touching myself. Another big bonus for me was that the evil woman had a total dominatrix thing going on that made me want to change places with the girl above...especially during the scene where the woman molests the poor, virginal girl...mmmm...I so wanted to be the DiD in that movie!!!  





"Big Trouble in Little China".  Oh, boy.  Aside from cartoons, this was one of the first movies where I saw bondage as a very young teen where I said to myself, "Yeah, oh...yeah...I really want someone to do that to me..."

While I thought the Asian damsel was drop-dead gorgeous, her bondage was cool and I liked it, but it was Kim Cattrail in bondage that seemed to do it to me. I always felt that the scenes of her were way too short!!  And this was one of the first times, aside from certain cartoons, where I felt a very real sexual response to bondage, and wanting it done to me.

At this point in my life, I knew I liked bondage, but like my sexuality, it was kind of ill-defined.  There wasn't any real likes or dislikes of certain types, or what particular roles I identified with. While submissive, I was young enough not to use that term, because I didn't really know it.  I was also too young to understand the idea of submission or domination. My thing about bondage, at that time in my early teens was that the idea of being tied up and gagged, struggling until I was saved, appealed to me and then began to be sexual where I enjoyed the idea of kissing my rescuer.

It was "Big Trouble in Little China" that first made me realize that not only did I like the idea of being the DiD...but that perhaps, I wanted to stay that way. And it was also the first time where the idea of being held captive by women made me a little breathless.  Further, the idea of being kept, of being subdued and being used sexually...excited me. Then my fantasies started to include not only being kissed after being rescued, but being forced to kiss or fondled while bound and gagged while I struggled...this move made a huge impression on me to say the least...

Alright, I wrote tonight's missive while sitting at my desk, blue pj pants, a white tee, ankle socks, ankles cuffed to the chair, a nice, tight, scarf cleave gag and my hands cuffed with metal cuffs in front of me...perhaps I should re-cuff my hands behind me...yeah, I'll do that...and, as always, the door is unlocked...

Mmmmphh!!!






Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Didn't get kidnapped....



Sniff...sniff...well, at least I got to be in self bondage in a toilet stall and in the back of the theater tonight...it was a little tricky getting the ballgag in when I was seated, but I don't think anyone saw me..or saw me gagging and cuffing myself...




As you might imagine, am little bit horny from self-bondage in semi-public places today, so...have my collar with the single ring on it, ballgag from today in my mouth right now...white tee, white knee socks, white lace panties and bra...on the bed, ankles cuffed, hand soon to be cuffed, already drooling and will have an old ZFX movie playing while being vibed with a hitachi...hopefully I'll cum like this...



And as always...the door is unlocked...


Mmmmpphh!




Monday, November 16, 2015

About to walk out the door with and into a Kidnap Suzy Opportunity...

Just about to go out. and the gag winner is my ballgag!!  It is a small, red one.  :)

So, good luck in finding me and "kidnapping" me!!




To see details please click here:  http://thegaggedgirl.blogspot.com/2015/11/kidnap-opportunity-on-111615.html


Mmmmpphh!

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Sometimes Gags Are Meant to be Cruel

We all know I love gags and how they put me into subspace and make me feel sexy...but sometimes, gags are meant to be horrible and cruel and degrading...


This gag represents a fantasy of mine...the feel of the straps tight on my head, the panel forced over my mouth, jammed and pressing into my lips...and the fear as you keep pumping the gag, the rubber expanding in my tiny mouth, but the harness forces the rubber in one direction; my throat...will you hear my pleas to stop before you make me choke?



This is designed for pain. It is a punishment. The heavy metal pulling the tongue out and pinching down; not being able to form words and eventually breaking down the sub with pain an numbness.  I've done this with chopsticks...I wasn't quiet, but could only make long moaning sounds...and the gag did it's job: it broke me and sent me into subspace...


Another gag not designed to make one quiet. This is more along the lines of degradation. The ring forces the mouth open, unable to close, telling the wearer that she is not a person, but a toy. To further the notion, the tongue is on display, as an invitation for use...further convincing the sub that she is a play toy and nothing more and there is nothing she can do about it.  When I used to model gear this was one of my favorites as people really wanted to play with my tongue.


The brutal, kidnapper gag.  Certainly made to keep your victim quiet.  But many submissives like me enjoy these gags.  Largely, because we can scream and be as loud and lose as much control as we want without too much noise.  But they are punishing gags, usually a packed mouth, tape over hair...very exhausting.  In a perfect world, I would be a gag model for Eric Cain...



I love the look of gags that contort the mouth into unnatural and harsh positions.  You really need endurance for these gags.  Again, they really aren't made to make you quiet, but rather to induce you to moan and whimper helplessly, making you beg for release in the end...I've been know to cry after awhile when gagged like this...


Nothing puts a submissive in her place like a humiliating gag. It is made to silence her, but also to let her know her place, not just as a toy, but as a thing and a way to break down the will. Bad enough to be at the mercy of another, but having panties shoved over her head tells her who the boss is and it isn't her.  I usually don't get these gags as I get into place fairly quickly...unless I'm being kidnapped...

So, not all gags are sexy and attractive.  Not all gags are meant to be attractive.  Some gags are meant to be cruel and to shove the submissive into the right spot or to punish...and honestly, I don't about others...but the I love the grunting, whining, whimpering and moaning that these hard and cruel gags make me do...as well as that one thing that all gags do that simply let's everyone know how helpless and useless you are...drooling uncontrollably...



Here's a little movie clips of gags I would love to do and do again!!






Wrote this with my tube gag in, straps are digging into my cheeks, tiny, pink tongue sticking out and drooling all over myself...I'm such a gag whore....

Mmmmpphhh!


Sunday, November 8, 2015

Kidnap Opportunity on 11/16/15






Sooo...going to see a movie on Monday, 11/16.  It will be a kidnap opportunity...but even if you do find me, I still get to see the movie...THEN the "kidnapping" starts.  Okay, so here are the details...

It will happen sometime AFTER 4pm on November 16, 2015.  I will be in a movie theater IN Baltimore, not outside of the city.  The movie itself, will be a movie with action in it....that should narrow it down some.

I will be wearing black jeans and a red blouse, with a black ribbon on my neck that has an ankh on it. I will have calf-high, black boots on.  I will also have a largish-purse with me.

Now, there will be two moments where it will be obvious that it is me, I will get to that in a moment. But outside of those two moments here is the question to ask to make sure it is me, "Do you like Old Bay on your popcorn?"  The answer HAS TO BE THIS EXACTLY, "Yes, but I also like on my Baltimore sushi roll, too!"  If you do not get that EXACT answer, it isn't me.  If it is, then you get to "kidnap" me.



"Kidnapping" me simply means we get a drink and talk, possibly dinner, at your treat!  It doesn't actually mean that you get to kidnap me for real, dress me up as Wonder Woman and shove me int he back of your car...


Well. it could be fun...but I think you know what I mean.

Ok, so there will be two moments, where it will be obvious.  I will be in self bondage.



The first moment will be in the ladies room before the movie. So, pretty much a ladies only moment.  I will be in a stall, hands cuffed behind me, and I will be gagged.  Obvious, right? And even if a nice, dominatrix finds me, we still see the movie...then you "kidnap" me.  Of course, I can be distracted from the movie...






The other moment will be in the theater itself.  Back row, and once the previews starts, on goes the gag, and my hand swill be cuffed behind me for the movie...obviously, if you find me, you will most like sit down next to me and whisper in my ear all the dirty things you want to do to me during the movie...





and then after the movie...you "kidnap" me!!


And who knows...after my "kidnapping"...you might be able to see me struggle for real if it all works out!!!



And one last thing, either email me ( suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com ), or leave a post here, and let me know which gag I should wear from these three choices:

Ballgag
Bitgag
PTM gag, with mouth filled with a small nerf ball.

Until then, I am going to be on my bed, writhing in self bondage on my bed with my hitachi, watching bondage movies on my laptop...mmmpphh!



Oh, forgot to mention...the door is unlocked...





Sunday, November 1, 2015

Slef-bondage, link to a Grabbed & Gagged video and you really need to gag me

So, I hope everyone had a lovely Halloween...I had to work...sniff, sniff....

But had some time to put together a little Grabbed & Gagged video for you guys in honor of Halloween and...well...tentacles...click here to see it at the video blog of mine:





In the meantime...wearing white knee socks, white panties, a Star Wars tee, ankles and thighs are soft cuffed again...and of course, the hitachi strapped to one leg and properly placed on a lovely spot....I will turn it on high (of course) after gagging myself, starting a movie on my lap top and then cuffing myself...another ZFX video...this one in fact...


But I have to confess, when you love gags like I do, you sort of anticipate it all day. And honestly, while self-bondage is on the menu tonight, I would love it if someone else would put the gag on me...it would be so delicious...I just can't wait to put this nice, large, red ball gag in my mouth...


Since the door is unlocked...perhaps one of you would like to come in and make a game of putting gags in my tiny mouth all night....

...mmmpphhh...



Monday, October 26, 2015

At the moment on 10/26/15, 5:31am

On the bed, knee-high, white socks, light blue panties, a tee with a picture of Faye Valentine on it (look her up, from Cowboy BeBop)...my ankles are soft-cuffed, as well as my thighs. After uploading this, my hands will be cuffed behind me. Small, red, ballgag in my tiny mouth, trying so hard not to drool...I know I will soaked in it soon...oh, and did I mention that a hitachi vibe is strapped to one leg and pressed right up against me....and when the time comes, set on high and left there until I can't cum anymore...

To help me with cumming while bound and gagged, I have a nice, older movie from ZFX/Shockwave to watch...


Wishing I was her...being bound by wires with minds of their won, struggling, begging, calling out for help through a gagged mouth....only to be violated...moaning and writhing and forced to cum and cum and cum...mmmmmmmmm.....

So, in just a little while, my first orgasm might look like this...


It's 5:51am and I just turned the vibe on and it feels soooooo good. In just a moment, the movie will be playing, my hands will be cuffed behind me and I will be writhing and moaning and whimpering, hips jerking as I cum over and over....

You know...the door IS unlocked...perhaps one of you, a beautiful boy or a gorgeous girl might find me, walk through the door and perhaps...help me in cumming?

See you all later....mmmmppphhh....


Thursday, October 15, 2015

She's Making Me Earn It (story)


She stood in front of me, beautiful and severe. Dark business suit, no blouse under the jacket, but lovely breasts held in black lace. Her blonde hair up in a bun, blue, feline eyes looking me over as I stood there silently. Red lips in a small and cruel smile.

I was so nervous standing there. This was our first time meeting face to face. After weeks of online chatting that turned into webcam sessions, we finally decided to meet at a hotel, neutral ground. But it felt like she owned the space all along.

She sent me an email last night. She told me how to dress for the day. What to do before coming here, to the Hotel Brexton. I dressed exactly as she told me to.

White blouse, long sleeved and high-necked, buttoned all the way. Black, knee-length skirt, but no hose underneath, just white-lace panties. Black heels, no stilettos but high enough. My hair was to be slicked back, turning it from a dark brown to almost black.

She gave me just one task that I had to do today. I had to repeat it as often as I could. I was to reach down, lift my skirt and rub my lips, my clit, thought my panties with one hand and with the other, fondle my breasts through my blouse. I was not to actually touch those parts of my body, just to stimulate them...and I was not allowed to cum.

All day, I rubbed at myself, fingers stroking. Going in small circles. Pushing down on the lace. My other small hand moving up to my breast, cupping it, slowly squeezing, softly then harder and harder until I almost gasped. My body undulating, hips moving, head falling back, my little lips parting so my pint tongue would flick in and out as I very quietly whimpered at my desk.

I was so excited...doing at my desk. Feeling so naughty, so bad, almost cumming at the thought of being caught. Before I would get too carried away, I quickly went to the bathroom, find an empty stall and work myself over. Pretending that she was touching me, caressing me, making me whimper and moan, eyes closed...I came close to cumming so many times. All I did was make my panties soaked.

As I finally came to the hotel room, she ordered me not to talk. I was to stand in the middle of the room, hands behind me, wrists crossed. Silently, I watched her open her suitcase at the bed.

She brought out a pair of handcuffs. There was no chain between cuffs, just interlocking metal. She held them up for me to see before dropping them to the bed. Next, came a white, silk scarf. She gave me a delicious and evil smile as she placed it over my shoulder.

She walked behind me and whispered into my ear, “I'm placing the handcuffs on, I want you helpless, I don't want you to be able to stop me, understand? This is the only time you will be able to tell me to stop...do you want me to stop?”

I licked my lips, shook my head no.

Good girl.”

I closed my eyes and tried not to be afraid. She came behind me again, and she gently took my wrists and I felt the heavy metal circle each wrist, getting tighter until I heard that final click. My arms felt pulled back, my wrists almost together, my hands balled into tiny fists and pulled slightly at the cuffs.

She chuckled from behind, “Oh, you won't be getting out of those any time soon...”

She walked around to face me, looking down at me. Hands on her hips, eyebrow cocked, she briefly looked away and then quickly dropped down. In one quick motion, she raised my skirt up my thighs. My mouth opened to protest but no sound came out she gave me a stern look.

I said no talking. If you speak, I will slap your cheek, is that what you want?”

I bit my lip as I looked down at her.

Well?”

It would have felt so good because it was so bad to want to be slapped. But I wanted that, sharp, stinging pain from her hand. But...I shook my head no.

She smiled at me and watched my face as her hands ran up my bare legs. Smooth and strong. Going up so slowly, knowing where she was headed. Hoping she would slip under my panties, rub me, I was so wet her finger would have glided in.

Her hands did slip under my panties and I let out a long sigh. I was rewarded with a nod and a smug look; she knew what she was doing to me.

Her hands pulled at my lace panties and pulled them down, so slowly. It felt so good for them to come off, they felt constrictive on me. So many times today I wanted them off so I could just cum and cum and cum....

She ordered me to step out of them. Once done, she stood up, running the panties between thumb and fore finger. She brought it up to her nose, and once I realized that she was going to sniff it, my face suddenly went red.

Oh, they are so wet, you naughty, naughty, slutty cunt!!!”

She sniffed and I looked away in shame.

Did you cum in these wet panties, slut?”

I shook my head.

Are you sure? Are sure you weren't a desperate horny slut that you once you got yourself wet, you didn't enjoy yourself and cum?”

I shook my head.

She smiled, satisfied, “That's a good girl.”

For some reason, I was happy that she was pleased.

She took a step closer, almost body to body, “We aren't going to meet again for two weeks. But you have a daily task, for each day of those two weeks. First, you are going to wear these panties every day...I don't care how you dress, but you have to wear these panties, and you aren't allowed to wash them, understand?”

I nodded, “ Good girl, now open your mouth. Wide as you can.”

I opened my small mouth.

She twirled my panties on her finger, “Good girl. Now, you touch yourself like you did today. Whenever and as often as you can. I want these panties dripping, got it?”

I nodded, mouth still wide open.

She smiled and grabbed my chin, moving quickly. She jammed the panties into my mouth. My eyes grew wider and I started to pull away, but she held me by my chin.

She pushed the panties as far as she could. They filled my tiny mouth, making cheeks bulge a little. To make sure, she kept pushing the wad in with one finger. I gagged a little when the panties hit the back of my throat, making her stop.

She whipped the scarf off my shoulder. She quickly wrapped it around my head, the cool silk over my mouth and cheeks. I felt it slip tighter as she knotted the scarf, finished the gag, keeping my panties in my mouth.

I could taste myself. The entire day of playing with myself. My face grew red with shame. I should not be liking this, enjoying it, but I was and I looked down and away from her, knowing I wasn't worthy of her...

She grabbed me and pulled me to her. Her breasts pushing against me, her taut body holding me. I could smell her jasmine perfume and I was starting to slip into that special place, where I was helpless, not in control, everything feeling soft, and I wasn't caring about anything but giving up everything.

She pulled my head back by my hair and the pain was sharp and addictive; I whimpered, looking up wanting to say yes, yes, please god, yes....

She kissed my gagged my mouth. I could feel the pressure of her lips on the silk gag. One arm around my waist, holding me to her lovely body. Her other hand holding my head. My eyes rolled back into my head as my eyelids closed.

I leaned into her. I let her hold me. I let my legs go weak, She kept kissing me as she let my body glide slowly to the floor. I moaned loudly.

As I settled on my knees, she held my head in her hands, she looked down, her lips slightly smudged, smiling.

Ooohh, baby, I know...I know...your body feels so needy, your clothes are too tight on your body...you want and you need to give it up so badly, don't you?”

I nodded, trying very hard not to cry from the need. She was right; I needed it, craved it, my whole body pulsing, my breasts and lips pounding from desperation. I moaned a “please” through the gag.

She waggled a finger at me, “I told yo not to talk, but I'll let it slide this time.”

I shook my head, I wanted her to slap me. The tears started to come back in frustration.

I know, I know...but you have to earn everything you want me to do to you first. Understand?”

I nodded and sighed.

Good, now once you get your nice, lace panties soaked with your juices, you shove them in your mouth before you go to bed, and you gag yourself with this very scarf. You will take a picture and send it to my cell every night. As proof. Got it?”

I nodded a final time.

She let me sit back on my knees as she undid the cuffs. But she didn't take the gag off. Instead, she cupped my breasts and as he did so, she leaned into my back and I could feel her voluptuous breasts pressing against me. She gave my breasts a soft squeeze and kissed the back of my neck, making me tremble with the thought of those very lips on me, my nipples, working down, kissing and licking...

I watched her close her suitcase. She made her way to the door and then turned around. Another evil smile, “Remember everything I just told you. And in two weeks, we will meet here again. And I better find you here with your panties in your mouth and that scarf gagging you...perhaps...perhaps...I might let you masturbate and cum before me. I might even kiss you when you orgasm...”

She blew me a kiss and walked out, closing the door behind her.

I dropped forward, hands on the floor, on my knees. My gagged face with wide eyes looking at the door. And after a minute, when I realized that she wasn't coming back. That she wasn't going to let me cum for two weeks, that she wasn't going kiss me while I came...I screamed through the gag at the closed door, at her to come back.

I wanted her to come back. To fuck me. Shove her fingers into my pussy, my so, so SO wet pussy, bend me over, keep me bound and helpless and fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me and let me her kiss her beautiful face when the fucking was done....

I dropped to the floor and wept...keeping my gag in the whole time...


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Been a little while since I posted a story, hope you liked it.  Anyway, the Hotel Brexton is a real hotel in Baltimore, near the neighborhood I live in.  Check it out!




And yes, I wore a ball gag when I wrote this.  And I've been drooling.  And my tee is a wet mess...well, guess it's time to go to bed, slap on some cuffs and leave the door unlocked!!

Mmmmpphhh!

Thursday, September 24, 2015

In a rare moment of wanting to be the one who grabs a girl....

Yeah....feeling VERY much like being on top with another girl...normally I'm the submissive, but right now...I just want to put my hand over a cute girl's mouth, drag into a deserted room, tie her up, gag her...and fuck her silly with a strap-on before making her eat me out for a couple of hours...








Yeah...I'm definitely feeling rapey at the moment....