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Thursday, January 26, 2017

Beckoned (story)


I got the note at work today. A simple note on a card. It was a time and a place I know well. It's only fifteen minutes by cab. When I get these notes, I simply come when beckoned.

I have my own key to this condo. It's in an older building, tenth floor. Lovely condos, very private. I come here to play when I am called for.

The apartment is sparsely furnished. There is a glass of water on the table with another note. As I drink the water, I read the note. It tells me exactly where to go and what to do. I am to go to the only open door on the left, down the long hallway, no where else.

My hear skips a little as I walk down the hallway, heels clicking on the hardwood floor. I stop at the open door and look at the end of the hall. The door there is closed but light is coming out from the crack at the bottom. That's the room the I play in. I've been in two of the other four bedrooms. Those other rooms are for others, forbidden to me.

I walk into my bedroom. A white box on the ornate poster bed. Another note. This note commands me to put on the clothes in the box and to hang my work clothes up in the closest. This means I will be spending the night here. I lay down the note and open the box.

I quickly change into the black lace panties and bra. Garters and stockings. I slip the heels on, a little tall for me, but I can still walk in them. I clasp the ankle straps. I pull out the collar. It's my normal collar that I wear here. A collar well-worn and loved. A soft, black leather collar with a single ring in front.

I take my time putting it on. Loving the familiar feel, the small thrill as I pull it tightly on my neck before clasping it into the proper notch. It's been rubbed with oil recently: I like that smell.

I stand up and put on the new, black silk robe that was also in the box. Cool, slinky. I slip the belt on and use a loose knot. I am sure this will be coming off soon.

I walk out the door, leaving it open. When I am here, it isn't allowed to be closed, certainly never locked. I walk to the door at the end of the hall. I knock on the door, just as the note commanded. I count to three and enter.

Sir and Mistress are sitting in the middle of the room, on two plush chairs. There is a single bulb above them lighting them in a circle. Normally, I would be in that circle of light, kneeling on pillows, waiting for Sir or Mistress, or both, to come and play with me. But not tonight. Tonight, I am to come to them.

I walk up to the camera and turn it on. I look down to the laptop on the small table. Everything working correctly, everyone now watching us.

Sir is in his white, custom-made button down shirt, silk black tie, black pants and shiny shoes. His coat draped over the back of his chair. His steel-gray hair is slicked back and he is wearing his simple masquerade mask. He doesn't like his face to be seen on the feed.

Mistress, however, does. She's wearing her leather, knee-high boots. Her legs are crossed. Her black, silk skirt coming over her knees. Startling white blouse and she's wearing her kid gloves tonight. There's a black ribbon choker on her neck, silver cameo glinting in the light. Her blonde hair up in a loose bun. Ruby red lips and blue feline eyes...looking cruel and lovely.

I step into the light and turn for them. Slowly, so they can see me in the clothes they have chosen for me. I keep turning until Sir commands me to look at the camera. I see the red light on, knowing that all of you out there are watching us. Watching me.

Sir snaps his fingers. I slowly undo the robe's belt. I move my shoulders just a bit, and the robe simply glides off my shoulders and into the crooks of my arms. I smile at the camera. Smile at all of you. I let the robe drop to the floor.

I move slowly to my knees, eyes never off the camera. Once on my knees, my hands lay in my lap, waiting. I am very still. Until Sir snaps his fingers again. Now, I turn my back on you. No offense, but now I am for my Sir and Mistress.

I crawl on my hands and knees. Eyes up to Mistress. She looks down on me, smugly. A quirk to her lips, the smile of a beautiful sadist. I come closer to her. She points to the toe of one boot.

I can smell the leather. It's been shined. Clean. I close my eyes and kiss the toe lightly. She moves her foot so the top of the boot caresses my face. I lean into it and close my eyes. She takes it away from me and I pout a little.

I turn to Sir. I crawl to his chair. I kiss his shoe. He puts the foot forward so that the toe glides along my chest. He brings it back and lifts my chin with his shoe.



Sir command, “Come to me.”

I start at his feet. My small hands moving up his shins. Over his knees, my body following. Over his thighs, breasts pressed against them, face almost at his stomach, I briefly look down and I sigh.

I keep moving up. I smell his shirt. I smell him. No cologne, just crisp soap; such a clean smell. I turn as I go up further. I sit lightly Sir's lap.

I look up as Mistress stands. She takes two steps towards us. She's looking down at me. Those cruel lips smiling, lips that I want so badly. I move my bottom in small circles on Sir's lap, leaning forward towards Mistress.

They both suddenly move quickly, without warning. Sir wraps one arm around me, pinning my arms to me, his hand moves to my collared neck, grabs it and squeezes.

My eyes fly open. Breath caught in my throat, and Sir squeezes a little more and it becomes so deliciously hard to breathe.

Mistress grabs my hair and yanks my head back. Her hand cupping my chin, fingers mashing and pushing into my cheeks. She keeps shaking my head. Pulling and pressing into my cheeks.

And I my heart jackhammers. Sir keeps squeezing me, air slowly cutting off. Mistress hurting me, sharp pain and my cheeks in a vice, head being jerked back and forth. Body being squeezed by Sir. They are hurting me, the love to hurt me and I simply adore it and I let them...but I am so scared.

I let out a small whimper.

And then Mistress stops pulling my hair and moving my head. Her hand is light on my cheeks, no longer squeezing my lips. Sir lets up on my neck and he stops squeezing my body, but pulls me against his chest, sliding me backwards on his lap.

Mistress has a needful look on her face; she's looks she is pain. I realize she is about to cry. She lets out a very small sound I don't even know how to describe. She comes to me and kisses me softly on the lips.

I smell jasmine on her. My favorite scent. Our lips touch and press and glide over each other, until I yield and open my small mouth a little. Mistress kisses me deeply. Hand holding my head gently, caressing my hair, my face. I let my eyes close and I start to go into a warn, loving numbness.



As I go down inside, Sir kisses the side of my neck. His strong arms holding me to him. Breath tickling me. Fingers on my neck now massaging me, lightly, simple caresses. His hand moves up and holds one breast, searching and finding my nipple.

And as I relax. As I give up. As I give up everything to them. As I happily let myself down into the pit of sensations. I feel a tear from Mistress hit my cheek.

Sir whispers into my ear, his voice full of need and quiet desperation, “We're lost...we can't find our way back...”

Mistress pulls away and looks into my eyes, her lovely feline eyes glistening, she whispers so softly, “Save us...please...save us...”

I simply nod and bring them both to me as I tell them that I love them both oh so much..... 




Tuesday, January 12, 2016

A link to a new Grabbed & Gagged video and a short, breathplay scene....

Ok, since you can only upload 100MB to a blogger account, sometimes I have to post a Grabbed & Gagged video over at Motherless.Com.  This new one is somewhat self-indulgent; it's a retorspective of me from 2015. So, you've probably seen this already, but if you would still like to check it out...please click this link:  http://motherless.com/6DE2D3D .

As many of you know, I don't really do much in the way of breathplay anymore due to my heart problems a couple of years ago. But with time, come physical strength and the ability to have fun again...  I still can't do it nearly as often as I would like to, it really is just every now and again type of thing for me now and I really have to prepare for it. But here is a clip from a scene I did last year that I decided to post.  Enjoy!!














Friday, December 6, 2013

Favorite Modes of Asphyxiation

Actually, I like most methods of breathplay pretty equally.  With the exception of drowning.  Still working on that.  Anyway, if you have read previous blogs of mine then you would know I had to put breathplay on hold for awhile due to medical reasons.  Having said that, pretty recently, I got a good report and while I won't be passing out anytime soon, some, limited forms of breathplay will be allowed.  Here's my favorites methods, going from what I like to what I like the most:


Choking:





Choking is very personal to me.  Hands around my neck feel great, but seem to feel like my private space is being invaded.  Which is fine during rape play;  that is kinda the point.  It's rougher than other forms, but defintily personal.


Strangling:







Cord, belt, scarf...doesn't matter.  Strangling is a good and slow way to prolong a scene and is easier on the person doing the strangling.  There might be some serious bruising on the neck, but it's a good way to keep control during a scene.  I love to make those strangling sounds and I like tight things on my neck anyway!


Bagging:





My go-to for breathplay.  Easy to do, can be hands-free, and quite frankly it heightens the panic factor for me.  Especially as I go into orgasm.  Wheee!


Hanging:






I've only done it a few times; very dangerous and should only be done with a professional.  But the rush is good, tongue swelling in my mouth, struggling in the air for air....very intense!

So, just a quickie post today.  About a few things I like.  :)




Sunday, November 24, 2013

A little anime violence for ya!


From the anime called Soul Eater.  The action starts with her getting wrapped up in strips of cloth and tossed around some.  The action starts around 2:10 in the clip (if you want to skip the beginning of the clip) and ends with her getting strangled. 

Monday, July 22, 2013

Strangled!

I'm pretty sure I haven't posted this one yet, but if I have, my apologies.  Otherwise enjoy watching poor me getting gagged and strangled!


Oh, and it was done BEFORE I went to the hospital!


Friday, January 11, 2013

Finally: Bagged & Hung!

Between work, the holidays (meaning more work) and getting the plague...I am long overdue to post this video!  I apologize, but I think I paid for it by doing this little video...

The noose cinched the bag over my head.  Normally, the noose has a bit of space at the knot, which enables me to get pulled up for longer periods of time.  This time, the air ran out quick and I actually panicked!  BTW, I don't even remember saying a a gagged, "Fuck!" at the end!

Ok, here's the video!


And as a bonus...





Saturday, December 29, 2012

Wrapped Head & a Little Bit of Struggling/Breathplay!

Soooo....I found some older pics and videos of me that I would like to share.  Just a few mind you....

This picture is from when I liked using bondage tape on a regular basis: no glue to worry about!

I enjoy the whole head encasement fetish.  I still like to see what's going, but sometimes a blindfold or something like this just adds to the excitement of NOT knowing what is going to happen next!

Struggling.  Sometimes a damsels has to struggle!  It ramps up the excitement and helps to get into the role of being a DiD!  Some of you may have seen this elsewhere, but if you haven't, enjoy this little clip of me struggling!




Ok, the next two of me are very old.  I was 18 at the time, no audio and a poor picture quality of me getting my head wrapped and then choked!





Thought I'd bring some stuff out of the dusty treasure chest!  Hope you liked them!

Mmmmpphh!


Friday, November 23, 2012

HOM Gagging.

I love being handgagged!  For some of us, we like to engage in DiD fantasies, and those fantasies always include some struggling and over-powerment.

Now, for the villian, that almost always includes either handgagging or chloroform to achieve their goal of kidnapping their prey.  If they know that they can quickly overpower a young lady, they go with handgagging and grabbing her by the waist to drag her into a van for easy transport and quick bondage.  Sometimes they can be really feisty so sometimes chloroform is used, or as seen below, you may need some help for the take down.


Of course, for those who are weaker and and give up more easily, you know what happens to them!




That's right...totally molested on the spot!!!

While I have actually been chloro's in the past, I prefer to be overpowered.  To be overpwoered isn't being submissive, it is to be made helpless, to know that you are helpless against your captor.  To know that nothing you can do, will help you.  With each molestation, the defences grow weaker and weaker, both physically and mentally..to the point where you become a willing captive and desire to held in ropes and gags for the rest of your life!

I love being surprised by a big hand covering my mouth, muting my screams.  An arm pinning my arms to my torso and dragged into a van whereupon I am quickly cuffed, gagged and made helpless for the long night of "forced" sex!

I would LOVE for the above to happen to me....mmmmmmppphhh!

(Next time, I'll be talking abut online play....blowjobs and bondage oh my!)

Friday, November 9, 2012

Friday, September 7, 2012

Strangled and bagged!

Yup, it's me!


The bagged one may not be working...hmmm...try it anway!


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

10 Thoughts That Distracted Me at Work Today


10. Zip ties that I really wanted to take and tie myself up with in the bathroom at work.

9. Being kidnapped by Daniel Craig and ravished by him in the back of a van.

8. Laying across Danica Patrick's lap while she spanks me with her hand, pulls my hair and calls me a slut. Squee!

7. Having Nana and Tachi nibble on my breasts and nipples while Karou looks on...

6. Doing a scene with Evan Stone. I know, weirder than the one above...

5. Making out with Penny from "The Big Bang Theory".

4. Bound in a chair, wearing my black ao dai in my favorite sushi joint and being fed unagi by Noomi Rapace, the original Lisbeth.

3. Tying Betty of Shadowplay Imaging fame to a pole, kissing and molesting her for hours...my god she so cute!

2. Being tied in rope, ring-gagged, then tied face to face with Ashley Renee, borh of us drooling over each other and gag-kissing...sigh...having a fangirl moment...

1. The revenge fuck I am going to get pretty soon. Because of the reaming I gave my GF with a black strap-on. Boy, am I gonna get it...

Ok, your turn, what sexy thoughts distract you while at work?

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Breathless


I love being bound and helpless in any event. But when you add an element of danger, of edgeplay, especially, breathplay...I'm all over it!

Bagging is my favorite. It takes time, so i can molested or have sex while my limited supply of air dwindles out. It gets hotter inside the bag. I begin to gasp. Soon, my mouth, if not gagged, will be wide open, trying to get in as much oxygen as I can. Soon, the bag will plaster itself to my face. Plastic goes into my mouth. A roaring on my ears. My body convulses. And if I cum at this point, I almost always pass out. Mmmmm....

But as with everything dangerous, never do something like this on your own, never! You have to be alive to enjoy it!

Since I am by myself, no bagging for me. But....I can strangle myself with a scarf with my hands. AND I'm ballgagged at that moment. So.....

Mmmmm, that feels gooooooooood.....

P.S. That is me in the picture!