Bondage, Mainstream Movies/TV and Me

So, not including cartoons, there have been plenty of moments on TV and in movies where there would be a bondage scene where I would go, "...oh...hey..." and be distracted for the rest of the program.  Here's just a mere sampling of what I have enjoyed in the past...

"The Big Hit", while a funny movie (because it was really bad), had some really nice moments in it with China Chow.  I saw this on cable while in college, where my desire for bondage grew, but had few to play with, so self bondage was the norm.  Quite simply, I liked the outfit enough to drag out my old uniform, loved the ineffectual gag (it just looked good) and replayed the manhandling and carrying scenes.  This is probably where I first started to see the attraction of being bound, gagged and carried. And the kidnapping scenes were right up my alley!!!

"Lair of the White Worm" totally took me by surprise.  I first saw it during a horror movie marathon, again in college, and had no idea about the sexuality of the whole movie. So, when one of the heroines gets tied up in classic DiD fashion, it was really hard not to start touching myself. Another big bonus for me was that the evil woman had a total dominatrix thing going on that made me want to change places with the girl above...especially during the scene where the woman molests the poor, virginal girl...mmmm...I so wanted to be the DiD in that movie!!!  

"Big Trouble in Little China".  Oh, boy.  Aside from cartoons, this was one of the first movies where I saw bondage as a very young teen where I said to myself, "Yeah, oh...yeah...I really want someone to do that to me..."

While I thought the Asian damsel was drop-dead gorgeous, her bondage was cool and I liked it, but it was Kim Cattrail in bondage that seemed to do it to me. I always felt that the scenes of her were way too short!!  And this was one of the first times, aside from certain cartoons, where I felt a very real sexual response to bondage, and wanting it done to me.

At this point in my life, I knew I liked bondage, but like my sexuality, it was kind of ill-defined.  There wasn't any real likes or dislikes of certain types, or what particular roles I identified with. While submissive, I was young enough not to use that term, because I didn't really know it.  I was also too young to understand the idea of submission or domination. My thing about bondage, at that time in my early teens was that the idea of being tied up and gagged, struggling until I was saved, appealed to me and then began to be sexual where I enjoyed the idea of kissing my rescuer.

It was "Big Trouble in Little China" that first made me realize that not only did I like the idea of being the DiD...but that perhaps, I wanted to stay that way. And it was also the first time where the idea of being held captive by women made me a little breathless.  Further, the idea of being kept, of being subdued and being used sexually...excited me. Then my fantasies started to include not only being kissed after being rescued, but being forced to kiss or fondled while bound and gagged while I struggled...this move made a huge impression on me to say the least...

Alright, I wrote tonight's missive while sitting at my desk, blue pj pants, a white tee, ankle socks, ankles cuffed to the chair, a nice, tight, scarf cleave gag and my hands cuffed with metal cuffs in front of me...perhaps I should re-cuff my hands behind me...yeah, I'll do that...and, as always, the door is unlocked...

Mmmmphh!!!

Didn't get kidnapped....

Sniff...sniff...well, at least I got to be in self bondage in a toilet stall and in the back of the theater tonight...it was a little tricky getting the ballgag in when I was seated, but I don't think anyone saw me..or saw me gagging and cuffing myself...

As you might imagine, am little bit horny from self-bondage in semi-public places today, so...have my collar with the single ring on it, ballgag from today in my mouth right now...white tee, white knee socks, white lace panties and bra...on the bed, ankles cuffed, hand soon to be cuffed, already drooling and will have an old ZFX movie playing while being vibed with a hitachi...hopefully I'll cum like this...

And as always...the door is unlocked...

Mmmmpphh!

About to walk out the door with and into a Kidnap Suzy Opportunity...

Just about to go out. and the gag winner is my ballgag!!  It is a small, red one.  :)

So, good luck in finding me and "kidnapping" me!!

To see details please click here:  http://thegaggedgirl.blogspot.com/2015/11/kidnap-opportunity-on-111615.html


Mmmmpphh!

Sometimes Gags Are Meant to be Cruel

We all know I love gags and how they put me into subspace and make me feel sexy...but sometimes, gags are meant to be horrible and cruel and degrading...

This gag represents a fantasy of mine...the feel of the straps tight on my head, the panel forced over my mouth, jammed and pressing into my lips...and the fear as you keep pumping the gag, the rubber expanding in my tiny mouth, but the harness forces the rubber in one direction; my throat...will you hear my pleas to stop before you make me choke?

This is designed for pain. It is a punishment. The heavy metal pulling the tongue out and pinching down; not being able to form words and eventually breaking down the sub with pain an numbness.  I've done this with chopsticks...I wasn't quiet, but could only make long moaning sounds...and the gag did it's job: it broke me and sent me into subspace...

Another gag not designed to make one quiet. This is more along the lines of degradation. The ring forces the mouth open, unable to close, telling the wearer that she is not a person, but a toy. To further the notion, the tongue is on display, as an invitation for use...further convincing the sub that she is a play toy and nothing more and there is nothing she can do about it.  When I used to model gear this was one of my favorites as people really wanted to play with my tongue.

The brutal, kidnapper gag.  Certainly made to keep your victim quiet.  But many submissives like me enjoy these gags.  Largely, because we can scream and be as loud and lose as much control as we want without too much noise.  But they are punishing gags, usually a packed mouth, tape over hair...very exhausting.  In a perfect world, I would be a gag model for Eric Cain...

I love the look of gags that contort the mouth into unnatural and harsh positions.  You really need endurance for these gags.  Again, they really aren't made to make you quiet, but rather to induce you to moan and whimper helplessly, making you beg for release in the end...I've been know to cry after awhile when gagged like this...

Nothing puts a submissive in her place like a humiliating gag. It is made to silence her, but also to let her know her place, not just as a toy, but as a thing and a way to break down the will. Bad enough to be at the mercy of another, but having panties shoved over her head tells her who the boss is and it isn't her.  I usually don't get these gags as I get into place fairly quickly...unless I'm being kidnapped...

So, not all gags are sexy and attractive.  Not all gags are meant to be attractive.  Some gags are meant to be cruel and to shove the submissive into the right spot or to punish...and honestly, I don't about others...but the I love the grunting, whining, whimpering and moaning that these hard and cruel gags make me do...as well as that one thing that all gags do that simply let's everyone know how helpless and useless you are...drooling uncontrollably...

Here's a little movie clips of gags I would love to do and do again!!

Wrote this with my tube gag in, straps are digging into my cheeks, tiny, pink tongue sticking out and drooling all over myself...I'm such a gag whore....

Mmmmpphhh!

Kidnap Opportunity on 11/16/15

Sooo...going to see a movie on Monday, 11/16.  It will be a kidnap opportunity...but even if you do find me, I still get to see the movie...THEN the "kidnapping" starts.  Okay, so here are the details...

It will happen sometime AFTER 4pm on November 16, 2015.  I will be in a movie theater IN Baltimore, not outside of the city.  The movie itself, will be a movie with action in it....that should narrow it down some.

I will be wearing black jeans and a red blouse, with a black ribbon on my neck that has an ankh on it. I will have calf-high, black boots on.  I will also have a largish-purse with me.

Now, there will be two moments where it will be obvious that it is me, I will get to that in a moment. But outside of those two moments here is the question to ask to make sure it is me, "Do you like Old Bay on your popcorn?"  The answer HAS TO BE THIS EXACTLY, "Yes, but I also like on my Baltimore sushi roll, too!"  If you do not get that EXACT answer, it isn't me.  If it is, then you get to "kidnap" me.

"Kidnapping" me simply means we get a drink and talk, possibly dinner, at your treat!  It doesn't actually mean that you get to kidnap me for real, dress me up as Wonder Woman and shove me int he back of your car...

Well. it could be fun...but I think you know what I mean.

Ok, so there will be two moments, where it will be obvious.  I will be in self bondage.

The first moment will be in the ladies room before the movie. So, pretty much a ladies only moment.  I will be in a stall, hands cuffed behind me, and I will be gagged.  Obvious, right? And even if a nice, dominatrix finds me, we still see the movie...then you "kidnap" me.  Of course, I can be distracted from the movie...

The other moment will be in the theater itself.  Back row, and once the previews starts, on goes the gag, and my hand swill be cuffed behind me for the movie...obviously, if you find me, you will most like sit down next to me and whisper in my ear all the dirty things you want to do to me during the movie...

and then after the movie...you "kidnap" me!!

And who knows...after my "kidnapping"...you might be able to see me struggle for real if it all works out!!!

And one last thing, either email me ( suzylikestheropes@hotmail.com ), or leave a post here, and let me know which gag I should wear from these three choices:

Ballgag

Bitgag

PTM gag, with mouth filled with a small nerf ball.

Until then, I am going to be on my bed, writhing in self bondage on my bed with my hitachi, watching bondage movies on my laptop...mmmpphh!

Oh, forgot to mention...the door is unlocked...

Slef-bondage, link to a Grabbed & Gagged video and you really need to gag me

So, I hope everyone had a lovely Halloween...I had to work...sniff, sniff....

But had some time to put together a little Grabbed & Gagged video for you guys in honor of Halloween and...well...tentacles...click here to see it at the video blog of mine:

http://grabbedandgagged.blogspot.com/2015/11/new-one-grabbed-gagged-83-more.html?zx=60c9b41f85a023fb

In the meantime...wearing white knee socks, white panties, a Star Wars tee, ankles and thighs are soft cuffed again...and of course, the hitachi strapped to one leg and properly placed on a lovely spot....I will turn it on high (of course) after gagging myself, starting a movie on my lap top and then cuffing myself...another ZFX video...this one in fact...

But I have to confess, when you love gags like I do, you sort of anticipate it all day. And honestly, while self-bondage is on the menu tonight, I would love it if someone else would put the gag on me...it would be so delicious...I just can't wait to put this nice, large, red ball gag in my mouth...

Since the door is unlocked...perhaps one of you would like to come in and make a game of putting gags in my tiny mouth all night....

...mmmpphhh...