(pic from the web)
Bet that got your attention...
There's somehting to be said for owning a strap-on. Not that a submissive like me uses it that much. I actually have two. One is a pink model, fair sized, i guess, 7", a bit on the stiff side. The other is a bit more floppy but a black monster at 11" and kinda wide. Either way, they are, to me, instruments of pleasure and dominance.I put on the black monster earlier.
As I looked into the full-length mirror, I couldn't take my eyes off of it. It's not as if I want a penis, it's just that it looks foreign on my body yet pleasing, and more importantly, it feels powerful on me. To be clear, I do not feel that it gives me power, but rather when I put it on, I give it power.
Dressed in heels, black hose, black panties and my lacey black bra (going for black tonight, can you tell?), I take my small hands and stroke it. It feels thick. Heavy. With one hand at the base, holding it up, the other hand I use my fingers to lightly circle the head. I can't imagine how that would feel to a man, other than nothing less than good.
The length of it makes it scary to those who are about to recieve it...if you are guy (who has never been pegged that is) and have this thing waved in front of your face you would have the same reaction as a woman. "How in the hell am I going to deep throat that?" Or worse, "No way that thing is going in my tiny ass!"
But it possible. And you do begin to like it. Even want it. But you have to be careful with it. You can't ramrod someone with a strap on. It takes time and finesse until such a time when you are able, and want to, to have the shit fucked out of you with it. But make no mistake. The one wearing the strap-on is on top.
It is, as I have said a tool of dominance and pleasure. Also, as a submissive, I've spent that last hour playing with it. Getting used to it. Stroking it, moving my hips, making sure I gude it properly. Getting turned on as I watch myself in the mirror. Feeling assertive, feeling dominant, wanting to be dominant...a feeling I don't normally have.
I want to dominant her. I want to be the top she has asked to be. I like this feeling. I want her to be helpless, to be my bottom. To give her all the pleasure that I can, that she wants and deserves. Because that will give me pleasure. And this strap-on will be my tool to do it with.
She's kneeling on a pillow next to me right now, waiting for me to finish this. Hands simply cuffed being her, wearing my collar and leash, watching me with a smile when I stroke it. I will lead her to the table, bend her over, and take her, just as she wants me to. And if she is too loud, well isn't that what a ball gag is for? Amother tool for the top? And you know what the best thing is?
I can take my cock off afterwards...
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