Just a girl who likes getting kidnapped, bound and gagged and likes to tell stories. Oh, big-time otaku over anime!
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I hope you all are having a great time at FetCon! I'm here, in my
apartment, doing my usual, naughty things. And tonight is movie
night, so....
At
the moment, I am wearing just a red, pj top. A collar with a single
ring on it. Yes, a leash is attached to it. Possibly for later...
My
ankles are bound in a belt tie. Two belts firmly cinching my thighs
right up against my hitachi vibe. There is another, wider black belt
around my torso and under my chest. I have just
enough room to squeeze my arms in. And once I do that, on go the
metal cuffs with my wrists behind me.
Before
I do that, I have to gag myself, of course. I have a small mouth,
but...I'm going for endurance tonight, so to make it a little tougher
for me, I'm using my big, black ball gag. Stretch my mouth out. Will
most definitely be drooling within minutes, and my jaw will probably
be sore tomorrow...but I do like my gags, so its worth it!
But
before I do any of that, I have to start the movie. I will be placing
myself on the couch this evening. Then the gag goes into my tiny
mouth. Then on goes the hitachi. Then I cuff myself for the rest of
the movie and pretend I'm one of the characters.
Tonight's
movie is an oldie but a goodie. Not one of my usual ZFX flicks. It
will be “Ivy Manor 2”.
The
movie is about an hour long, so I'm thinking possibly 3 orgasms?
We'll see. One of my favorites.
As
always, the door will be unlocked. If some gentleman demon or vicious
vixen were to come in, they could pour themselves a glass of wine
(merlot called Velvet Devil, pretty decent) and watch me writhe and
moan my way through the movie. Or they could untie my legs and take
me out for a walk on the leash.....
And
if no one shows up while I'm having my little fun...perhaps I'll
untie my legs after the movie is over. Put my arms back into the
belt, re-cuff myself and take a late night elevator trip to the
basement to the gym and back, walk up and down the hall in my bare
feet....
Yes,
that is my floor's hallway. A clue to where I live!!! (cue dramatic
music)
Alright,
it's 2:08 and it's time for me to get started. Gagged kissed to
everyone!
I
missed getting the commands to appear at the quiet apartment in
downtown Baltimore. I missed using my key to come into a silent
place, missed walking on the hardwood floors. I missed going to the
bedroom, to find the clothes I would wear for the planned sessions.
But work is work, and even Mistress and Sir understood that.
Earlier
in the day, I felt the need. I felt a longing. And I had the time.
And for once, it was I who made the proper texts. Telling Sir and
Mistress that I would be there in the evening. If they wanted to
come. If they still wanted me.
Much
later, I found myself at the door. My key slid in and worked
perfectly. I walked in and stood for a moment in the main hallway,
looking to the left; the main room and kitchen with its sparse
furniture. To the right, the long hallway with several doors, of
which only two were ever available to me.
The
click of my heels on the floor echoed. The white and grays of the
walls and doors very simple. Very spartan. The bedroom door was open.
I walked in and saw the large bed. A note and what I was to wear
laying on it.
I took
off my work clothes. I went to the shower adjacent to the bedroom.
After cleaning off the day, I set about to make myself up. Then, once
ready, I went to the bed to put on my clothes for the session.
The
collar went on first. Wide, black leather, constraining and
comforting on my neck. The single, silver ring gleaming. I flicked at
it and listened to the clink of metal. I smiled. This was Mistress's
wish for me to wear.
I was
given just one piece of clothing; one of Sir's white shirts. The
sleeves rolled up just enough. I slipped it on and buttoned it up,
leaving the last quarter undone, the collar of the shirt wide open. I
used the white silk strip in my short hair as a headband, tying it
into a small bow on top. Sir's desire for me tonight.
No
heels for me. No hose, no garters, nothing but bare legs. The red
lipstick left for me. The dark eye shadow and mascara. My feet
somewhat cold on the bare, wood floor.
I read
the note. The simple commands.
I got
on my hands and knees and crawled out of the bedroom. I turned left and slowly went down the hallway, the only light coming from other
buildings through the one window; a pulsing red from across and
above.
I
crawled to the only other open door in the hallway. The room. The
room I always went to. The room I so desperately missed. I crawled
inside, feeling excited and calm at seeing the familiar sights.
The
single bulb in the center of the room, hanging down, creating a
circle of light. Inside the circle were the pillows, arranged in the
most comfortable mound on the hardwood floor. Just like always.
I
crawled towards the light. Past Sir's chair. Next to the camera,
hooked up to a lap top. I looked up as I slinked past the empty
chair; the camera's red light already on. Already streaming to an
audience. Just for a moment, I glanced at the screen on the lap top
and saw the men and women who loved to watch me suffer, to be
submissive, to enjoy my pleasure and my pain...all of them logging
on. I crawled away.
Knowing
that so many were watching me. Watching me crawl back to the room, to
the pillows, to Sir and Mistress...and to them. Happy. Feeling happy
to be back to them. To offer myself up again. All those unknown
viewers I know so well.
I made
it to the pillows. In the center were two items I was instructed to
put on for the camera, for the audience. I raised up and sat back on
my knees, looking right at the camera. I blew everyone a small kiss
and let out a very brief, small smile for them.
I
reached down to the first item. The black ball gag. I lifted it up by
the straps, pulled them tight. I regarded it for a moment, and gave
it a kiss, lingering, tasting it. Looking directly into the camera, I
pulled the ball into my little mouth.
A slow
pull. The ball going past my teeth. I pulled the straps back, behind
me. Slipped one end through the clasp. I paused and then viciously
pulled it tight. I let out a small noise and my eyes slid shut in pleasure.
They
opened only when I cinched the clasp and buckle. The leather straps
pulling into the corners of my tiny mouth. I traced a finger from my
lower lip, over my chin, under it, stopping just under my neck.
I
glanced down and saw the leather cuffs. Fur-lined. Pad locks next to
each one. I placed one on my wrist. Slid the pad lock on and locked
it with a satisfying click. I drew my wrists behind me. Locked in my
other wrist.
Still
looking at the camera, I brought my bound wrists to one side and up.
Turned slightly. Wanting to show them, all of them, that I was
helpless.
As per
the commands, I slowly lowered myself onto the pillows. I lay down on
my side, facing the camera...always facing the camera. I sighed, body
inside the crisp, white shirt, breasts visible, but not exposed. Lips
framing my gag. I let out a nice, satisfied noise...
Within
moments, Sir walked in. Wearing one of his shirts, black tie and
slacks, Italian shoes softly making noises as he walked in. He
stopped at the chair, put his hand on it, regarding me, looking dark,
stylish and perfect. The quintessential gentleman demon.
Mistress
came in. Looking severe as always. Lovely boots that I have licked in
submission, clicking on the floor. Knee-length, latex skirt framing
her legs. A short-sleeved blouse, buttoned all the way up. Her
lovely, blonde hair flowing down her shoulders, blue cat-eyes to get
lost in and that evil and delicious smile....
Together,
they walked to me, the camera capturing them. Then capturing us,
showing the three of us to an audience of so many. Mistress and Sir
looking down at me. Silent. Approving. Stern. Waiting.
I
turned my torso so I looked up at them. Wrists bound in heavy leather
behind me. Bare legs still to the side. Offering my body. Letting
Sir, Mistress and the audience know. Know that I still wanted them.
Always wanted them...
As I
looked into Sir and Mistress's heartbreakingly lovely faces, I slowly nodded my chin upwards at them, my eyes not letting them look
away, giving them the one, silent command that really mattered with a slow
blink of my eyes....
I need
you. I love you. Drown me in pleasure. Do it. Now.